I just buried one of my dogs. Turns out that no latter how long you've been prepared for it (she'd had heart problems for a long time), it still hurts like hell.

If we had any plans in the next few days, please assume I won't make it.

I didn't know it, but I do now.

That or I just choose better ingredients. Screw spaghetti sauce. Bake manicotti in pizza sauce or alfredo sauce, both are meant to be baked. Much smoother, the shells cook better, etc.

And I stuff the shells fairly quick. Turns out I'm an expert and puttin' meat in tubes.

I'm pretty sure of it, but I don't know where I'd get it. It could be a resurgence since I had it a few years back, or maybe I just got hit from someone at the video store, or a water fountain, something. I've been a few places in the last few weeks...I just don't really remember where.

Man, how do I get mono twice without any sexy times? RIP-OFF!!!

Dating fail paraphrase from a few minutes ago.

"Waah no good guys ever like me, they're all so shallow and I'm so sick of it!"
"Well...this might not be good timing, but I was actually going to ask you out for what it's worth. I think you're really nice and a lot of fun."
"UGH NO I HATE GUYS WITH LONG HAIR."

I believe I've found the constant in this equation of love.

Today at Self important website, I hate those who abuse elipses.

I forgot what I was going to put here.

And I forgot what I was going to put on SIW. Double shitcock.

Her: I do not watch horror movies good or bad. I think it is pointless to fill my mind with such disgusting images. Our world has enough murder in it I don't need to be dropped into the mind of yet another twisted individual. I have enough of my own twisted thoughts to deal with.
Her: I do not have the need to see someone disregard human life though. That is purely evil and I will not put that into my mind.
Me: We're an aggressive species by nature, though. Fiction is a way to explore that without bringing anyone actual harm.
Her: Yes, that is true but it also is teaching that these behaviors are acceptable as well.
Me: I'd think you'd have to be a bit off in the first place to actually think attacking people with a chainsaw is okay. Especially as most horror movies still revolve around the ultimate punishment of the villain, or are purely farcical.
Her: Well I think that we are all evil. We have to chose what part of us we want to be. I chose the good.

Bonus points if you catch the hilarious subtext.

I hate Valentine's like a loli haets pizza :(

Two posts now up on Self Important Website.

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Self Important Website (dot com!) is up and running. It's my top level domain for complaining and hating in general. I'll keep LJ for personal thoughts and dramas, but musings, whingings, and general snark will now exist there! :D

Well, I officially quit my job. No more free video hookups, alas.

That's what happens when they ask me to close alone with an active safe that contains 2k or so at 1 am in a really bad neighborhood.

If anyone hears anything needing a shift lead/lower management, writing, editing of sound video photo text etc., or anything else I might not suck at...

The astrology of me. Or my lovelife. Or lack thereof, as I'm looking.

Now that I've checked out past relationships, a couple websites, and thought just over good friends, It seems Scorpio, Pisces, Taurus are my best options. Libra has potential. Other Capricorns are unlikely. Maybe Aquarius, but not generally.

Aries, Leo, Gemini, Virgo, Saggitarius and Cancer are definite, practiced "no, no no no no no." Yay for cuspiness screwing it all up or me, haha. I wish I got that whole "maintains appearance and cleanliness" well thing like every other Capricorn ever. Oh well. I hate overly clean anyway.

Somehow I'm just realizing my mother is a Gemini. Oh god, suddenly my entire parental relationship makes sense.

I just realized the world ends on my 30th birthday.

December 21st, 2012, last day of the mayan calendar. December 22nd, 2012, first day of new world, apocalypse at midnight, nothing special at all? Who knows?

All i know is it's as I turn 30, so that's pretty awesome. Come on sixth world, happy birthday to me!

Oh, now I get it.

All the times this year I've woken up, sure I heard something in the middle of the night?

It was Bob, hiding his fucking booze behind his bed, or dropping the bottles and knocking them over. That's why whenever I thought I heard something in there and knocked on his door there was no answer, he was pissed or pretending that he was still asleep, nothing happened.

I'm thinking about taking a month off work, just to give myself some real time to recover from all this. I think I need it, I really do, but I need the money.

Fuck.

Overdrafted by getting everyone's Christmas presents.

Fucking bank website was a day behind, AND oh, fun of fun, I'm not supposed to get overdraft fees, I'm supposed to have the card bounce and say "NOT ENOUGH MONEY PLEASE TRY LATER."

But Compass is always closed, and now I need to call them AGAIN and deal with this.

Is there a non-shitty bank left in Arizona that listens when I say "Take the overdrafts off my account, I don't want your "courtesy protection"? I can't find it.